Thinking..

Hmm guess im not that important here on earth. I fell that i'm being taken advantage of and being discarded when I am not needed. I have been cheated so many times. I really get fcukin bloddy goddamn Pissed when ppl show me their mood, think its easy for me to handle that it feels that i am nothin- juz a human specimen meant to be wasted. Sometimes as i enter the kitchen i juz take a good look at the knives and juz wonder life after death. And at home I will behave as well as i can and i give my parents minimal problems, yet my bro who gives more probs and I hav to help solve his probs and my family juz pretends that he is doing nothing wrong. THen he and his sudden neatness idea he came up with at home really fuckin pissed me off.. Now ppl in the house are praising him for tt and if i leave my wallet or stuff on the dinner table a big fuss is made. Damn this world is so bloody unfair man. And all that surounds me are complaints and hurt. Can't someone tell me something good. Damn i am trying so much to be positive but the negatives juz overpower me. Yes people often complain that i am always late for things but hey thats my weakness. At least i dun smoke shit or drink like those crazy maggots that happen to appear everywhere.. I think Im likely to leave at a young age, but i will leave once i get to drive either a ferarri or lamborghini...